Cambodia

Pressing on in the Journey

I want to share some thoughts with you for just a minute.  Philippians 3:16 says “…hold on to the progress we have already made”…

I pray before I write, speak, teach–whatever, there is nothing I can do without the Holy Spirit leading and guiding everystep (word).  BUT with God–the Word says, I can do ALL things–because HE is my strength–none of my own.

When climbing these steps yesterday I had to remind myself of HIS strength. 

When we had first begun the trek up to the top, we had gone about half way, had stopped to breathe.  I was sort of straggling behind–mostly because I didn’t want my eyes to miss a single thing that HE might have put in my path for me to see.  (It’s our responsibility to “LOOK”–you will understand that more later.)

As I was hesitating at the next doorway that led to the next level, looking out over the fields of precisely placed stones, a tall gray haired man appeared coming out of the doorway, looked straight at me and said, “Climb all the way to the top.  The view is worth it.”

Well, if you know me at all, I pondered this, rolled it back and forth in my heart and knew God was speaking to me through a man I had never laid eyes on.  It actually went with some words the Lord gave me on the plane and I scribbled them down.


Philippians 3:12- 14 “I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection.  But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me.  No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing:  Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead.  I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.”  (NLT) emphasis mine.

When I listened to the missionary speak yesterday, I reliazed there is a pattern to what God is saying to me.  Forgetting what is behind.  If Darth, the missionary,  had not purposefully laid every tormenting pain behind him and walked out of that pain to serve God with all his heart, there would be hundreds of children not yet reached today.  Hundreds more hungry.  Hundreds without the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.  He and his wife Thida have instilled in the lives of every single child they have contacted–a purpose and faith in Christ Jesus.

We are to do the same.

Right now, millions believe a lie.

The lie they believe is not alive–cannot save–cannot heal–cannot rescue–does not love.

The lie they believe kills.  It kills dreams and visions.  Offers no hope for a future…for life everlasting….only death.

What Darth and Thida have they freely give.  As Peter and John were at the gate called Beautiful (Acts 3:1-10), they stand with no alms–but rich in Christ Jesus–willing and ready to give all they have.

What are we giving?  Without our help–they remain just as they are.  Crippled.  Blind.  Deaf.  Mute.  Without hope–no dreams–or visions of a future outside the walls of lies.

You and I both have something we can give.  Whether you are ever able to make the journey here or not–you can still go.  You go by sponsoring a child.  Giving them hope.  A chance at a better life–one filled with the TRUTH –the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.

It will take a sacrifice on the part of some.  But that is what God calls us to do–give freely of what we have.  Let me share one more passage of Paul’s writing to the church at Philippi: 

Philippians 4:15-19  As you know, you Philippians were the only ones who gave me financial help when I first brought you the Good News and then traveled on from Macedonia. No other church did this.  Even when I was in Thessalonica you sent help more than once.  I don’t say this because I want a gift from you. Rather, I want you to recieve a reward for your kindness.  At the moment I have all I need—and more! I am generously supplied with the gifts you sent me with Epaphroditus. They are a sweet-smelling sacrifice that is acceptable and pleasing to God. And this same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs from his glorious riches, which have been given to us in Christ Jesus.  (NLT emphasis mine)

What are you willing to share–to give up so that a child–can know the truth that will set her free?

Think about what you spend $34 for each month.  In reality–this is little more than a shirt.  As a couple, you can’t eat out for $34.  If you sacrificed an evening out so that a child could know…thing of the value that is over the steak and salad….

I’m not trying to “convince” you–I am following the leading of the Holy Spirit in my typing, and if in reading you are convicted…then HE is speaking to your heart–not me.

 I pray always that these words are not mine–but rather HIS alone.  And all glory goes to my Father.


 

Visit the Mission of Mercy site today and read about how you can become involved in the life of one child.  Hang his or her picture on your refrigerator with your kids and grandkids.  Let God multiply what you have by sharing with another.  God’s multiplication is far different from ours.  We think in terms of money…always.  But His blessings are far beyond any paper money that can burn or be stolen.

Above all…don’t stop climbing.  Keep pursuing the heart of God…let HIM do all the leading.  But resolve to follow HIM anywhere.

Can I give you a hint…when you hear in your mind, “that’s too much for you–or too hard–or what will people think… or any negative thought”, you are on the right track…just keep pressing on.  The devil wants to stop you–but straighten your back and climb higher. 

The view is so worth the journey.

© Angie Knight- The Knightly News 2007-2012

Missions

Church in Cambodia

100_4666Today was a really good day.  We started it out going to church at the Dream Center at 8:00 this morning.  Words fail to describe the feeling that comes over you hearing a song sung in two different languages…but it was amazing.

Their worship team was anointed—and lifted their hearts and voices as one to The One….amazing.

As I stood there with the others singing and praising, I began to wonder how it all must sound to our Father…music beyond imagination.  One song, many voices, different languages…sweet aroma.

Vanessa and I sang a song, Jamey gave her testimony—the abbreviated version (those kids really couldn’t understand the full story—but what a blessing she was!  She is such an “on fire” woman for God and  she blesses everyone she comes into contact with!  An amazing witness and testimony of God’s saving, redeeming, and life changing power!

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Shauna Wigington brought us THE word for the hour…and for every single soul present.

After the service, we went outside to interact with the kids for a bit, play some games and and change up the order of the day.  After the games and activity time with the kids, we went back inside and heard the most amazing testimony of the A/G Missionary over The Dream Center.  His testimony was printed up in the Pentecostal Evangel in 2006 (which I will later share).  Tonight is not the night for the details—the reality of what he experienced and shared—and then what we saw today at the temples we visited, has my mind unable to grasp it enough to do it justice.  I will share a few pictures—and retire for the night.  It has been a long EXHAUSTING day.

Tomorrow we will go back to the dream center and finish the painting—it will be an amazing day—completing the project (please pray that there are no setbacks on anything).

Tuesday is the day we will travel to the floating school…did I tell you it was about a 30 minute boat ride away?  (Are you praying?)  These boats will take 36 women to the village where we will do home visits with some of the children that are sponsored by the women who are with us….that will be a life changing day—I am certain.  Some are concerned about the bathrooms….as they have no electricity…and they “float” on the water.

We’ll see….

I’ve learned a lot of information about the public school system here…it’s free…but it costs A LOT.  According to the missionary, the kids can go to school, but the fees for everything is astronomical.  The government pays the teachers about $30 a month—but many times the teacher will go for months and not be paid…therefore the teacher will refuse to teach the kids during the day, instead choosing to force the parents to hire him or her out as a private tutor for their children in the evenings.  If the parents refuse, the children are treated harshly and even punished during the school day. 

The Dream Center is “dream” come true for the children that attend.  It is  a vocational school, teaching them all life skills, as well as gives them training in computer, music, and Bible Studies.  More on The Dream Center later.  Enjoy the pictures…It’s time for this weary traveler to say good night.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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And yes…we climbed….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

© Angie Knight—The Knightly News 2012. 

Cambodia

Dreams

100_4509Saturday (which was your Friday), as we traveled to the Dream Center by bus to begin our first day of work, I noticed much of the roadside shack/shops and terrain was very similar to where we visited in Bolivia…in that it was in a very poor state.  Much activity in third world countries may be similar—

Children with very little clothes or food.—Very  little chance of a future…or maybe vacant of dreams and hopes of something more….

We passed many motorbikes with several people on them—of all ages.  Stacked and layered on the bikes to make insure safety? Really?  We would stroke out over that at home.   Yet it’s their way of life here.  The motorcycle that caught my attention and kept me thinking on it most of the day was a pink bike, with a couple of young kids on it—and the word “dream” painted on the side.

Since words themselves, tend to catch my attention, this word caught it and  held it as I began to think of the kind of dreams these children may have.

A dream to own a car?  No.  Probably not.

A dream to have a family? Maybe.

A dream for education? Why not?

A dream to make a difference? I think so.  We will hear the testimony of ones this week who are making a difference (more on that later in the week).

Our dreams and hopes keep us going—they give us a focus beyond the pain of today.  Many of these children endure such hardships, all they can see is what today brings…very little hope for future dreams.100_4604

What I’ve learned is that when you sponsor a child—you give them a chance to actually dream.  To have a hope beyond the rice patties—beyond the fields of life stealing hard labor.  You give their dreams a chance to grow.  For $34 a month many of these ladies on this trip have planted a seed of hope—and the promise of dreams into the hearts and lives of children and teens.

As we stepped off the bus, the smells were familiar.  It smelled like life—with the struggles and hardships that we have a tendency to turn our backs on.  I mean, let’s be honest.  If it smells, we turn away… If it causes us to “miss out on what we want”, we have a tendency to say, “well that’s not for us to worry about”….

100_4594In Matthew 28:18-20, when Jesus gave His disciples the Great Commission, He didn’t say, if it smells pleasant…

or “if it fits within your schedule”….

or He didn’t even say, “if it works out in your budget”…

He simply said GO.  Tell them.  Teach them.  Baptize them.  I’m afraid we’ve lived in a world of convenience so long we think everything MUST revolve around our convenience.

Yes, I am writing this from a room that is “not” cool.  The a/c doesn’t work as it should—and yes, we could go downstairs and complain….but you know, I have felt convicted of that particular complaint…my eyes sting with tears this morning as I recall how many complaints my lips have uttered for my own selfish desires.  And yet He still blesses me. 

My grandchildren have food.  Shelter.  Opportunities for education that is FREE. 

100_4579Look at the faces in the pictures.  Picture yourself giving up something to enable them to dream.  Giving them a hope for a better tomorrow.  One where they too can make a difference in the life of another.

Thank you Mission of Mercy for giving this opportunity “to the utter most” parts of the world.

 

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You can help change the world…

one child at a time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

© Angie Knight-The Knightly News 2012.

Cambodia

Day “Two” of Traveling

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We began this morning with prayer and breakfast….in that order.  The Presence of God was so real—having heard amazing testimonies from others—and praising and singing songs to the Most High God, the little band of traveling missionaries you see here were blessed to be together.  Only God could do something as amazing as this!

We sang and prayed last night (Thursday night), ate REAL Chicago style pizza—that tasted more like a huge mozzarella stick with a crust—and then settled in to sleep.  Even though the air conditioner in our room wasn’t functioning as well as the one in Vanessa’s girls room across the hall—we found we couldn’t complain.  (Do NOT tell Jeff that I was hot and didn’t complain)

We are right now sitting (as I’m typing) in the airplane—that HUGE plane—and are experiencing turbulence…to the max.  I am remembering a discussion with one of the ladies before leaving—she having never flown before—me—sounding like a “pro” although, I’m FAR from it (I question everything!), I told her, “just think of it as a bumpy bus ride”.  Trying to assure her ahead of time for the high sky-ruts in the road….yet I didn’t think it would be this rough.  Funny though.  As I’m typing, my keyboard is shifting—I keep erasing what I’ve typed because I keep hitting the “wrong” key.

100_4480100_4481 I have just been told we are above Canada right now. 

Wow.  Hello, Ann, We are passing your boarders. Well, probably not, but we are crossing your country.  I’d stop in for a spell, but I’m afraid we’re in a bit of a hurry today.  We have children to meet—and work to do.

We have just discovered the two rows in front of us is a family (complete with grandmother, aunt, and children) of our fellowship—originally from Vietnam, having been in the US for a while, they are returning home.  Husband is a teacher, she is a mission worker.    Again, Wow.

Last night, as we returned to our room to “settle before Him”, and talk, we read from yesterday’s devotion, Jesus Calling:  “Let me help you through this day.  The challenges you face are far too great for you to handle alone.  You are keenly aware of your helplessness in the scheme of events you face. this awareness opens up a choice:  to doggedly go it alone or to walk with Me in humble steps of dependence.”  (Jesus Calling, Sarah Young)

He wants us to depend on Him…not choosing our own path, but following the one HE laid out. 

He has a plan…and His plan is good.  Psalms  143:8 says “Let me hear of your unfailing love each morning, for I am trusting you.  Show me where to walk, for I give myself to you.

We are blessed to be able to travel with this team of women, and Mission of Mercy trip director, Candy Wigington—many new friendships are forged along the way…all in HIS plan.

I can’t wait to see what HE unfolds next.  One thing I know:  At every single point of crisis—or what we “thought” was a crisis—HE was there.  This morning as we prayed, we sang,

“He is here, hallelujah,

He is here…amen,

He is here Holy Holy, I will bless His name again,

He is here,

listen closely, hear Him calling out your name,

He is here, you can touch Him,

YOU will never be the same”….*

(*Tally Trio)

We serve a God who IS here….and He will meet us there as well.

Okay, must shut down for now—the bumpy ride is getting to me.

Don’t forget Lois Solet’s blog, Dirt and Divinity—she is the professional photographer—and an AMAZING blogger.  (I just play like one)

I can’t wait to introduce you to the CHILDREN!!!  If you would like to make a difference in the life of a child—visit Mission of Mercy and find out how.  If you are not interested in “going” to another country to work—you can still bless those there—make a difference—be a part of God’s BIG plan.

Hey, did I mention the 30 minute boat ride to the school where we will have VBS?  Check out the pictures I posted 2 days ago….this is a reminder to pray.  There are 36 of us…..

****We arrived around midnight Friday night—after l—o—n—g—flight.  It is hot and humid here…sort of like Northwest Florida in the stickiest part of the summer…

We are thankful to be here—and was met with a tremendous smiling face of Darth, from Mission of Mercy’s Dream Center.  THANK YOU JESUS!

More later.

Cambodia

The Windy City

Truly it is.  Windy Chicago.
We arrived here late this afternoon, having encountered delays in Washington DC.  
I’m thrilled to have washed off the airplane–have my stomach full of a steak and cheese Subway sandwich, yet I did so without thinking of those who won’t be able to “wash off the day” with a simple shower or bath.  Nor will they fill their tummies with any sustenance.
As I packed yesterday and worked around the house, getting all my errands finished–and the details of “leaving” home behind, I found myself battling.  That will sound odd to many –but believe me it was very real.  I won’t go into all the details of the battle, but the enemy is out to kill-steal-and destroy…and believe me–he is on his job.  IF he can get you to doubt your purpose he will do his best to make you believe you “have no purpose”.  BUT YOU DO!
Mission of Mercy is a purpose FILLED ministry–out to meet the needs of children all around the globe. In poverty sticken areas such as the one we will be working this next week, Siem Reap, Cambodia–I already know that this will be a life altering trip.
Just a tidbit since arriving–leaving out some struggles–we were picked up by the hotel shuttle bus and when it pulled up–we were taken aback by the outside appearance.  A large cardboard covered one window where a “rock” had hit the window and busted it…..hmmmm.  Made us question the hotel…but when we arrived–we were very pleased.
We all praised the LORD sitting together tonight–thankful for how God brought us all together. 
Now we are all together in one place, Rene, Jamie, Joanna, Vanessa, myself…and last but not least, Becky.  (God has stretched us all today!)  (There are 36 ladies in all from various states)
“Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.” Psalm 139:23-24 NIV

© The Knightly News 2007-2012

Cambodia, Mission Trip

How Far Can You See?

Without my glasses, I can’t see very far….
But with my glasses on –or my contacts in, my eyesight is much better….

Still there are things I cannot see. 

Every time  I see this particular sign near my folk’s house, I think about our trust in God.  Our sight is limited.  Therefore we must put our faith, hope, confidence and complete trust in Him…who sees all things.

Are there things blocking your vision?

My vision has been blocked, distorted–and blinded at times. 
There have been times when I “thought” I knew the outcome of a situation–yet I was surprised….
He alone knows the outcome of this particular mission trip to Cambodia. 
Jeff will deliver 3 of us to the airport tomorrow morning very early–and we will leave here–knowing that God already knows what is across the water…
He knows the “who”–the “what”–the “how”….and the why.  It’s because of HIM that we go.
As for God, His way is perfect; The word of the LORD is proven; He is a shield to all who trust in Him.  2 Samuel 22:31 NKJV
I cannot fully express to you tonight in words all that I have felt today.  To say this day has been emotionally tumultuous would be mild. I had to put my hope and trust in HIM early this morning…and remind myself that HE planned this trip–not me–all day long.
We (the girls going) really appreciate your prayers.   If you wake up during the night…please pray for us….when you sit down to your meal…please pray for those we will be feeding…we will be feeding them “Jesus”….with all we have in our hearts.  The school where we will be part of the time doing VBS has no electricity….no running water….are you getting the picture?  Go to the blog I wrote the other day and look at the photos…. 
Stay tuned to this blog, and another blogger named “Lois” from Louisiana will be blogging this journey. Her blog is “Dirt and Divinity“. SHE IS AN AMAZING photographer. I sneaked a peek. Visit Lois’ blog–she tells the story well.
We are packed to the MAX with supplies and gifts for the children.  Jeff helped me rearrange and shift my “stuff” several times to get the weight right….(Pray).
As internet works…we will both post each night.  PRAY that the internet works without ANY complications.  I believe HE cares about EVERY detail of our lives.
Keep your eyes and heart open–even though you can’t see over the hill…
He can.
(Life has been extremely busy…I’m sorry I’ve not posted much regarding this trip –but more is coming…)
© The Knightly News 2012
Cambodia

Cambodia Bound

Wow.

It seems like only last week…yet this journey began last year.

This week I will be traveling with a few friends…on a mission….

Our mission is to minister in every way we possibly can to the lives and hearts of children across–way– way— way— across the water.

Many of these little children live on the water.  In housing like we’ve never seen.  Some, I’ve been told may sleep in a small boat at night with a tarp stretched over the top.  (This breaks a mama’s heart)

I will be one of two official bloggers for the trip!  I will get the link of the other one and you can keep up REALLY well with the happenings over there. (Way over there.)

The flight is (I think) 12 hours or more–and they are 12 hours (or more) ahead of our time zone.

Am I nervous you asked?  Not especially.

This trip has been on God’s calendar for so long…and yet the day I thought I was signing up for another trip–(the one that got cancelled), He knew in advance.  He also knows me by heart–and knows that I might have shied away from this particular trip….but this trip…even more than any other—is an ordained trip for “this messenger”.

We will work with Mission of Mercy at the Dream Center, as well as the Mission of Mercy School in the village 🙂

I will upload a picture of the Dream Center later–with a special project that many of the ladies of the West Florida District Assemblies of God-took to heart and sewing machine! 

A wonderful sewing day making curtains for the Dream Center dorm rooms–where we sewed “seams” and sowed “seeds” into lives most of those will not see this side of heaven…but that didn’t matter. 

What really mattered was the lives we could share Christ with…here and there. 

Toothbrushes have been donated-(Thanks to Savanah’s mom!)-gifts bought and readied for the trip.  Some have asked if they can donate and send….the answer?  Yes.  Make it small–no liquids–no guns or anything resembling war toys.  Coloring books, crayons, fun stickers, balloons, flat puzzles, etc.  You can drop off at the District office no later than Monday, March 5, 2012–or call me and let me know you are coming and I will meet you there!

And Pray. Pray. Pray.  This is the longest (so far) trip I’ve been on.  Pray for the families of all that are going–that all stay healthy and safe–so that we can focus on what we are sent to do.

Give them Jesus.

© The Knightly News 2012

Missions

Sweet Times-Mother-Daughter’s Retreat

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As we gathered in the condo unit provided to us by dear friends, the worries and stress began to melt away.  (Okay, if I’m going to be REAL honest, it took several hours, a few tears, and a “mother” talk.)

I believe, with all my heart—we are the most blessed daughters (and 1 son, Jeff) on the planet.  Our mother is a treasure—beyond all treasures.

On Saturday we did the unthinkable with Pier Park less than 5 minutes away…we stayed in our jammies until 3 o’clock in the afternoon!  We drank coffee, chia tea, and relaxed.  This was a retreat focused on Him.  The Giver of Life.

As we each poured out some “life issues” we each took turns pouring in to the other one.  And finally, we laid it all down at the foot of the cross.  We prayed—each in turn—for the others in the family.  Every single name was called.  Every single need was mentioned.  Every tear was caught by the Hand that holds us all…..His.

We finally left that afternoon and headed to Pier Park—not necessarily to “shop”, but instead to look (and eat).  Red Robin offered us up some tasty burgers…and of course the “Towering Onion”.   This was such a different retreat—shopping was really not on our minds….we relished time spent together.  The couch—with the glass door facing the gulf was the place to burrow down and rest.  Reflecting as twice a beautiful bird joined us…and y’all….this little bird had a purple necklace on.  Purple feathers laced it’s pretty neck….we noticed.

If you don’t notice things that God puts in your path—shame on you. 

Psalms 37:23-24 says, “The Lord directs the steps of the godly.  He delights in every detail of their lives. Though they stumble, they will never fall for the LORD holds them by the hand.”  (NLT, emphasis mine)

What an incredibly sweet God we serve.

I know many have noticed the lack of blogs…the reason?  Busy.  Much of my time is spent “writing” things out in my prayer journal, rather than putting them here….it is a time of seasoning—and testing that I’m in right now.  The seasoning is where He is adding things to my heart and spirit—that I pray is bringing Him glory.

Changes are taking place…

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Following Jesus,

Angie

© Angie Knight-The Knightly News 2012.  All rights reserved.