Little Girl Dreams

If you have any familiarity with trees at all…you recognize this shedding trunk.

If you have any imagination at all, you will see that the frail, even crispy slices of this tree resembles the fragile dollar bill. Yes. You heard me right.

Actually for two little girls, who had never even held a dollar bill, these pieces of crepe myrtle tree trunk fit the bill for us playing “store keepers”, selling watermelons by the road side at our grandmother’s house in the summer. To be more precise, it was “Mamo’s house”.

The road was the very old fashioned kind. Simple sand and clay mixture. Just plain dirt. As we stood in the shade of the crepe myrtle tree, the idea of using the curling, pieces of tree bark as paper money seemed ideal to the two little girls under the age of 6.

Very few cars passed by, but that really didn’t matter. Wanda and I had fun just playing in the yard.

Outside, near the kitchen window, Mamo had a very primitive old wooden bench. The bench was quickly transformed everytime we came to visit into a cook top for Wanda and me. We cooked in a tin can with water, everything from flower petals to fresh grass clippings, adding a little dirt as a substitute for salt and pepper for taste. No, we did not “really” taste it…we just imagined it. Drawing imaginary houses in the dirt with a stick, we imagined that our houses were large and that we lived close to one another.

As adults, only parts of the childhood dreams came true. While our houses were not large, we finally were able to live near one another. For over 3 years, ending this past February, I enjoyed the ability to be at her house within 5 minutes if needed. But the talking on the phone was a constant. Everyday at work and every almost afternoon while going home. Wanda called both me and Aimee. It’s sweet and funny how our conversations always wound up to one big question. Almost every single day. “What are you cooking for supper?”

Sharing recipes and ideas for organizing was a constant topic of conversation between us girls. It was these sweet memories that traipsed around in our heads and hearts as the days went by.

At Christmas in 2007, which in my mind seems like just a few weeks ago, Wanda’s coloring was not good and her breathing was labored. I looked at her when they came into our house for our Christmas Eve Family Supper, and without the medcial training my sister, Aimee has, I knew there was something very wrong. Wanda had oxygen at home to assist her, even had a portable tank, but she didn’t want to be treated as if she was having problems. She wanted to be normal. And be treated normal. No extra attention. An oxygen tank would cause others to treat her “special”. Wanda didn’t want that.

After supper we had prayer and sharing, as is our tradition. We prayed long for Wanda. Mother stood before us and described the feelings and prayers that the LORD had woke her with in the wee hours of several mornings in the past few days. “Family, you will need to be on your knees more than you ever have before, if you intend to make it in these last days. We will face things harder than we’ve ever faced. It will take prayer. But family, the LORD reminded me to anchor to HIM—the Anchor holds.”…those words rang over and over in my heart and mind for many days. Still they do almost weekly. The Anchor holds.

I soon realized the truth in her words. About the Anchor. We all did.

To be continued…

P.S. I am trying to keep them short enough to read quickly. I figured if they were too long….you’d be late for work! (Like me!)

Thank you Brenda—your encouragement helps me more than you will ever know. I am just a plain old country girl—but God is teaching me MANY things as I journey with Him…holding tightly to His hand.

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11 responses to “Little Girl Dreams

  • Denise

    Thank you for sharing these precious heart memories of Wanda with us. Keep holding tightly to the Anchor. I love you.

  • Pastor Tom

    Great Stuff Angaloony. Have you found my blog yet. pastortomsworld.blogspot.com. Check it out. I feel so “in” now that I am blogging. (lol)Tom Moore

  • Donetta

    Embracing the loving gift in a sister you are treasured more than you may realize by her.ever standing at the right hand of God interceding for us both day and nightthose that have gone on before us…

  • LisaShaw

    Words escape me as I read this I am deeply moved in my heart. I appreciate the glimpse into the loving relationship with your family as you honor your precious sister Wanda.I grew up without sisters and I never really missed having any until about 2 years ago. I realized in my 40’s that I have missed some things by not having a sister(s) and the closeness, the sharing, the love, the bond. I was blessed with three brothers but that’s not the same so treasure those moments as I know you do.Bless you.

  • Melanie

    Oh, dear Angie…. these are all such beautiful posts! I can hear your love for your sister in every word you write!

  • lori

    Oh girl…that has me tearing…that was beautiful and those trees…I’ll never look at one the same again.I’m thinking of you lots these days…and praying even more…You know I just love you…and thankful that God sends anchors in all shapes and sizes for when the boat needs it most…love you!lori

  • Denise

    Wonderful story of little girls and their dreams and grown up girls and their faith….. They are both attributes that the Father God provides us when it is time to laugh and when it is time to cry…. He provides in all times of life… What a wonderful memory of little girls planning to be women!

  • ktwalden

    Precious memories…..like the song says:<>How they linger,Ever near me,Precious, sacred scenes unfold<>.Bless you, Angie!

  • Gail W.

    Angie, this was a paper towel post (as opposed to the tissue kind). I weep for joy at the beautiful memories you let us share with you. Reading about you little lollipops at Mamo’s house took me straight to my Nanny’s farm – amazing what a stretch of dirt and a good sharp stick can lead to! I’m looking forward to hearing and remembering more. Love you bunches!

  • Chris

    How sweet to share these beloved memories. How much fun you girls had!! I love the stories of the “food” you made~~how darling you all are!

  • Kathy S.

    Thank you for sharing your memories with us, Angie. Bittersweet…I am sure. I have never seen one of those trees before, but your story sparked memories for me too. God bless you!Love you bunches!

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