My next post was going to be something “positive”…something to get my mind off the part of me I have lost here on this earth. I say, “part of me”, because that is what both of my sweet sisters are…..part of me. But I cannot post on anything else yet. Connie, I totally understand you dwelling on the “heavenward journey”. I can’t help it. I am inserting a copy of an e-mail I recieved from a very special friend not long after we arrived home from Gainesville. The majority of this was also used at Wanda’s homegoing celebration service (funeral). It fits my petite, sweet sister to the max.
You and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers through this difficult time. Although Wanda and I were not intimate friends, I did feel as though I had come to know her over the years. I had the greatest respect and admiration for her consistent demonstration of abiding faith and trust in the face of what many of us would consider to be overwhelming adversity. Despite years of pain and trial, she managed to retain a special sweetness I shall never forget. After I received the news, I spent much of the evening pondering the indescribable profundity of Wanda’s absolute simplicity and straightforward sincerity. She did not strive to be a flashy dresser, a vivacious social butterfly, or a dazzlingly erudite conversationalist. She did not seek the spotlight; she did not pursue praise or adulation. In a world where the surface is so often valued over the core, where the cover is prized more than the content, Wanda always seemed to me to be a ray of almost translucent purity and faith. She leaves behind no record of artistic or intellectual genius; instead, she leaves for an adoring family and loving friends the memories they will never forget: memories of faith, hope, patience, sacrifice, determination, and a never-ending quest to know and fulfill God’s will on this earth. Perhaps, after all, that is an even greater and more valuable legacy for us all.
Love, –April P.
Let me say thanks once again, April. You were under His annoiting when you wrote this, almost as if the pen of the Father was at work through your very fingers. These words have and will continue to bless me.
I also need to say a special thank you to Denise….you have uplifted me daily. You are so sweet. Keep the faith, keep praying.
And Lori,….tonight—I just left the supper table at my sister’s. Sharing a meal with Mark and Victoria, Jeff, our daughter April, her husband and baby Cy…..when I left I broke into tears….for it was just a two weeks ago, I sat across the dear face of Wanda and we shared a Sunday lunch. We had quite a time cleaning the kitchen that day! But tonight, I missed her. I cried. So when I arrived in my door and Jeff said “check your mail”, he knew what I had….and he knew I needed it. I cried again Lori. Your sweet card was the tangible thing I needed to hold. To touch. So, sweet sister Lori, thank you. You have blessed me in many ways.
I cannot begin naming names—-for you have all blessed me with e-mails, comments and “bloggity hugs”!
Thank you for your shoulder….yet again.
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Dearest Angie,>How beautiful are the comments you posted. I never got to meet Wanda. I loved reading the letter about her beautiful qualities. Keep crying as much as you need to, friend. You miss her. >Love, prayers and a big hug!
Oh Sweet Angie, How I wish I could hold you in the silence of a sunrise. I am holding you in my thoughts and prayers. I am so glad you and your sister are so close. That is only a bredth away. >For those who pass on before us stand at the right hand of God, Interceding for us both night and day. >Just think she is beside Him telling Him how much she loves you.>Be tenderly Embraced.
It wasn’t me….it was the Spirit that moves in me…>>He knows what you need, when you need it….HIS timing is always perfect…even when we just don’t understand…>>praying right along side you…>lori
After reading April’s letter, I feel like I really missed out on knowing an amazing woman. I can’t wait to meet her in heaven!>Praying for you.
Thank you for the comment you left on my site. I have enjoyed reading (and listening) to your posts. My heart aches for you and the pain of losing your sister but it is wonderful to see your faith through it all! I am so glad I discovered this blog world, it is a great encouragement in this broken world!>>~~Kelley